smth very sad happened last night..
im not gona say wad happen...
but i cried thru the night..frm ard 10+ until 1+...
n at 3/4+ i was awaken by sum1...din cry..but couldnt really slp..
making me damn hungry nxt thing in the morn...
in the morn today...i din hav any mood to smile...not to say to make any emotions..
denn..shimin came..brought me my shoes..was happy..but..
I COULDNT SMILE!! n so i told her...after today..this whole wk dun ask me out..
dun think i will hav the mood to hav fun...
and also..i wana study..
in the end..i smiled!! all thx to the 伟大的 ivan! hahahhas..
he made me smile..forget wad he said..but at least i smiled..(:
so after tat..i started being sad but happy...i wonder who will understand wad i mean..
i was sad...but was joking n having fun with smsing ivan..
being nonsensical with shimin n banbee..^^
haixxx~ i still duno wad to do..
despite telling him tat he shldnt think abt it ler..coz it will make him more sad..
despite telling him tat he shld forget abt wad happen...
i was the one who rmb it..~_~ which obivously..made me more sad..~_~
haixx..life is sad...really GOD DAMN SAD!!
sry RuiHe..for using the God word..~_~
sobbbss...i wonder if i will still get to talk to her after wad happened last night..TT_TTLabels: IM SORRY
Written&Edited♥, @ 6:13 AM