After the rain, I looked out the window.
Stared blankly at the water droplets still on the window.
I felt just like the water droplets still hanging onto the window.
Not knowing where to go or what to do.
As the water droplets start to flow down,
It seemed like my tears flowing down my face when you left my side.
I couldn't take it.
I went out for a walk.
Looked someone to stay by my side.
Just like how the water droplets have each other as they went down the window.
Could find no kind soul.
I went and walked in the quiet, gloomy park.
I looked and stared at everything in my surrounding.
I felt like I was trapped inside the deep sheer forest of feelings.
I felt lost.
Lost inside the forest of feelings.
Your feelings where you are unsure of every single thing.
I caught hold of our footprints and kept it deep inside my heart.
So deep it can't ever be extracted.
Our memories.
Sad and happy.
It stabbed me.
Stabbed me so hard.
I almost gave up.
But yet I was brought back to reality.
I HAVE to give up.
But I can't.
You were the source.
The force that stopped me from giving up.
And now I just want to say wholeheartedly.
I love you.
I'm going to give up on you no matter what.
Upon your return, I shall reject whatever.
I was hurt deeply by you.
Yet I still want to stay by you.
How silly can I get.
Thunder strikes.
I came back.
I know that we were meant to be.
But we just can't fulfill it.
The reason was found to be that you couldn't accept it.
And so we shall end here.
I'm going to contradict myself.
My love for you...
Will just be like how young children pretend they didn't hear whatever their parents said,
While keeping it fixed in their head.
I will wait for you.
Continue waiting until the day you return.
But when you return, I will just say sorry and move on with my pathetic life.
Your departure left a hole.
A deep hole in my heart.
Still searching for someone to fill it up for me.
Loves you.
-XiaoReg(:
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Written&Edited♥, @ 5:32 AM
