Why have I become like that?
I have start to turn cold again.
My heart has freeze up.Just like it did a few months ago.No longer want to message.Are my friends just a replacement of my parents?Do I want them just so that I can have someone, anyone to be with me?I want to get rid of the "I don't care" attitude of mine.I want to get rid of the "So what? It's none of my business what." attitude of mine.It sucks.It really does.Not for me.But for the people around me.I don't know how I'm supposed to react/act anymore.I do this, I'm wrong.I do that, I'm wrong too.What IS the real me?Who IS the real me?Sigh.I'm weird, I really am -.-"I always say, I'll change I'll change, but I always end up, NOT changing -.-"I think I have selective memory.I remember what I want to.Forget what I don't want to.For those that like me, please don't.You will suffer -.-Trust me, you will.Hm, don't know what to write already.
Photo taken by Jasper (:
How long have I not smiled deep down from my heart...? Labels: i dont noe, me, still sad.
Written&Edited♥, @ 7:45 AM