Today.
Is a bad day.
Yesterday, Brenda peeled off the burnt skin on my wound.
How nice of her, isn't she? *sarcastic smile*
After she unintentionally peeled it off, I can now totally see the pure white flesh.
There isn't any blood.
But, it still hurts like shit.
Everyday need change plaster.
Put the stupid cream.
Sigh.
Today many many people keep rubbing against it.
It doesn't feel sensational.
It feels oh-my-godly pain.
Thanks to my sister, who pressed freaking hard on it today.
Now the other parts surrounding the wounds.
Or a bit further from it, hurts.
Hope I got no scar. *squeeze eyes*
My other arm has a scar on the wrist also.
So not nice.
Now got another scar.
Nobody will like already.
Sobs.
*laughs*
Just kidding.
The scars might actually look cool.
Anyways, my mum promised me previously.
"I will not neglect you again. I will remember to include you in the conversations"
And then, what happened today?
Don't make promises you can't fulfill.
Or maybe I'm just too sensitive.
And, people around me are now saying.
That guy is an ass.
You can find a better guy.
And many more.
I know that very well.
But I have no idea why I still have high hopes on us.
Soon though, I will be over it.
So long as you don't get involve with my life anymore.
We can continue to talk, after I forgotten about you.
Really hope you can scold me like shit which can make me hate you.
Though I don't want to hate you.
Sigh.
I wish I can turn back time.
I wish I can just take up with the "you don't care about me" problems.
All the "I wish", I know it's never coming true.
I will not wish for it.
But silently in my heart, I will.
Sleepy, tired eyes of mine.
About to close soon.
So, I'm going to go sleep already.
Goodnight and sweet dreams.
Loves(:
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