Why has everything turned out this way..?
everyone has fault.
on the day of x'mas
not i wan lie to u
i jus felt tat if sudd ask u dun go
u will feel hurt.
so i would rather lie to u
saying tat the outing has been cancelled.
but the fact was
she felt tat smth might happen if u were to go
n i dun wan smth lyk tat to happen on x'mas either
so i had to tell a lie.
i dun get it when u said i betray u.
or mayb u weren't saying me, which i hope so.
next thing.
on ur bdae celebration.
its not i dun wan go.
but coz of wad happened on my bdae
n after tat.
i felt tat i shldnt go.
n my mum wun let me go out either.
i had 3 plans on tat day. but ended up staying at hm.
n i din noe the tym or the place to meet.
nobody told me
not u, not her, not anybody.
u guys jus kept sending msgs.
u said u talked to me on msn.
r u sure?
on ur actual bdae.
i wanted to send u a msg.
but even if i did
would u be happy to see my msg?
u might jus think im trying to fuyan u.
so i ended up not sending a msg either.
i think.
it would b a gd choice for us to stay jus normal frens
i duno wad is the best choice now.
i enjoyed our tyms together.
i really did.
but now..
what is going to happen to our friendship..?Labels: Friendss, My Life Sucks??
Written&Edited♥, @ 5:19 AM
