[†薇诗™ツ†] I ain't thinking about you </3

.19.5.10 ♥

Emo first, then happy kay (:

Alright~

so.

Today I did not go to sch.

Many said I pon sch.

but wadeva. \/\/

You all just don't know how sick I am.

I'm not going to sch tmr either.

Now next thing.

I know you r unhappy abt me clearing my throat.

Coughing n all tat shyt.

You think i lyk it? (smtyms actually ;x)

The both of you are literally the same.

You come home, not a word of concern but just scoldings.

You doubt the fact that i was at home the whole day.

True enough, I wasn't.

Because I went out to eat so tat you guys wouldn't worry.

And so what if i stayed at home the whole day?

Doesn't mean I was using the comp the whole day.

I'm sick.

You still expect me to do hsework?

Fine, I shall do it.

I won't go down to eat either.

Tmr I'm going to see the doctor and I will pay using my own money.

I don't need YOU to pay for me.

To think you actually even complain and blame me for being sick.

Say wad, "huh, you sick uh. ur dad see the doc dun need money, but u see the doc need money leh. tmr better go sch lah."

wad kinda nonsense is tat?!

So money is more impt to u?

Fine den.

You say, its better if u jus dun say anything since we will b more auto.

If you think tat way, up to u.

I don't care if u talk or u shut up anymore.

A day at home = A day of housework.

A day at school = A day of play.

Tat's how it is to you guys isnt it?

Go sch means I won't be tired.

Studying means I won't be stressed abt anything other den studies.

Staying at home means I hav to do hsework and not step out of the hse.

Going out means I'm going to play.

If tat's wad u 2 really thinks, you dun understand me yet.

All the talks sch organise for u 2 to come, nvr once did u attend.

Even if you r free, u find it a waste of tym.

The AdamKhoo workshop.

I even need to force you den u r willing to come.

Halfway thru, u kept asking to go home.

Is my life really so insignificant to you?

Is what's going on in my life so insignificant to you?

You say I show no care to you, why?

Because you do the same to me.

You guys r jus the same as her.

Only care when you wan to.

You say I nvr think of you guys, but I do.

Just that I didn't do anything to show it.

The reason I msg so much?

Of course is because the other party is fun, a nice person etc.

But more imptly, they care for me.

Or at least most of them.

They giv me the attention that I need.

They did what you guys didn't.

They didn't do things you guys did.

That's why I say frens r more impt to me.

Because I feel their love and not yours.

The reason I always say I don't care about myself or love myself even.

Is because you guys don't care or love me.

You say family is impt.

Yeah, family IS impt.

So impt, they changed me.

My fren said she was abandoned by her parents.

I have been abandoned by you guys ever since you started working at Elken.

Can you count the number of days/hours that I have spent alone at home?

I doubt you can.

Pls do note that I did NOT scold you even once here.

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So so so!

Today!!

Slpt till 10+am in the morn xD

Woke up and slpt again till 1+pm~

Then used the comp till 5/6+ and went to lie on my bed~

Was talking to HuangKang, Jasper and Yusuf at that tym.

Yusuf a new fren tat I noe xD

A nice guy, which self proclaim is not~

Cute character~

Not ugly also okay! D:<

Very fun to talk to hahahas!

Hi Yusuf!~ I know you are reading this :P

Anws, thanks for mentioning my name xDD

And rmb to bring ur mye papers tmr after remedial n wad not if u coming to find me. (:

And jasper, if possible, let's meet for dinner again xDD

den bring ur maths mye also :D

hahaha!~

Today went to dinner wib jasp!

So nice of him to pei me ;x

Pass by mac, saw pat n yosuke~

went kfc buy dinner den to the coffee shop buy jasp's dinner. of coz he was wib me xD

went to the market ther to eat :D

den he send me off till mac ther n went home.

i went mac to find pat.

but sadly she went home alr T^T

stayed ther wib yosuke n his frens, shiki, spidey, himuro~

hahaha, they r so childish omigawd.

play wib ice, throw things ard.

den after tat they went spidey hse n i went hm. den yah loh~ :D

takecare n love u guys loads ♥

Labels: family, frenship, sick

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