[†薇诗™ツ†] I ain't thinking about you </3

.9.12.08 ♥

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how many days do we noe each other? ever since 23 nov..

which makes it 16 days..even so..we had lots of fun in the first week..

cycling..being stubborn..cycling again..working? O_o and errrr..

some stuff..=/ on the 1st dec..u ask me for stead..i was SUPER shock..

xD n happy too of course..:D and u were obviously happy too..

since u were shrieking..smth like tat..xD

despite tat i oni noe u for a wk..n u were a on9 fren too~

i had tat very special feel towards u..b4 we stead..

we hold hands n hugged..i din push u away..or anything..

i felt weird..but my brains wun giv my hands the permission to push u away..

tho on the 1st day we met..i din let u hold my hands..xD sry abt tat~

we both tot the chemistry between us is very strong..

n i agree to tat..since i once told myself..

thers no chance i would stead with a on9 fren..n tat 2008..

i wun find another bf..u r special..

very special!super! :D n tats probably the reason why i agreed to be tog with u..

even tho i din get to meet the one i was supposed to see at AFA..

n was super angry abt it..i dun regret going to it..

if i din noe my fren..i wun hav went ther..n u wun hav seen me..

n the both of us wun be tog now..so..it can be counted tat its thx to my fren..

on 8th dec..u went out with me..could be counted as to celeb my bdae..

i was happy abt the fact tat u could make it..u noe? very happy..

we watched a movie..bought a couple ring..sat the LUGE thingy..

u bought a polar bear for me too..hahahs..it was cute..nono..it IS cute..xD

n its sitting on my lap right now..collecting my tears..

today u went to hongkong..u told me a million times..

dun cry coz of u..dun miss u..

i tot i wun..i tot i wun cry..i tot i wun miss u..

but i did..i was alr feeling like crying when i was on the Mrt..

while msging u..i was hoping..tat time would jus stop..

smth would happen...to prevent u frm going to hk..

i din cry when i was on the bus..or on the Mrt..maybe in my heart i was..

when i reached home..my stuff was on the floor..i knew who did tat..

i cried..but the reason i cry..wasnt becoz of the stuff tat was on the floor..

but becoz of the fact..tat i werent able to see u for the next 10 days..

i couldnt stop the tears..it jus kept flowing..like it is now..

u dun understand how much i miss u...

tho we noe each other for oni a short period of time..

i did stuff with u..tat i nvr would hav done with anyone..

today..a tot came to me..it said..

"he is definitely the one..the one u wana last very very long with..the one u wana fully understand abt n trust..hes definitely the one u r looking for.."

tats wad it said..i believe u r still on the plane..

r u smiling? r u having fun with ur fren? r u...think of me like u said u would?

i hope u r smiling..i hope u r having fun with ur fren..i hope..u wun think of me..

if u did..i would probably feel it..i feel more sadness..n probably..

jus cry..u asked me to think of u going to hk for oni 5 days..

since i got camp..but..its hard for me..its not do-able..

my will powers towards u is not strong..not at all..

i wish i could still be hugging u like we were doing at the viewing hall..

i totally hope so....

n i jus wana tell u this..i really really cherish u! treasure u too!

if i can make a wish n it will come true..

i would wish for u to jus stay with me forever..n love me as jus how much i love u..

cherish me as i do to u..treasure me as i do to u..

hug me like the world is gona end soon..hold my hands like u r gona fall..

n .... .. like .....................................

jus noe tat..I LOVE U!!FLY BACK SINGAPORE AS FAST AS U CAN ALRIGHT!!!!!!!!!!

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