wad makes u think i nvr notice?

b4 u told me ur feelings, i enjoyed talking to u.

but after tat, everything changed.

i duno why or how.

u weren't the u i used to noe.

mayb u din change.

i dun think u changed.

u r jus u.

but den, smth changed.

n i duno wad is it.

i noe tat the reason why u talk abt urself is jus to cont the convo.

its obvious.

but if u did tat, n depending on wad u r saying n how many tyms u do tat.

smtyms i jus duno how to reply u.

all i can do is jus to say yeah, or congratulate u or sympathise or pity u if its smth gd or bad.

its not i dun wana msg u.

the thing is im nt one hu always initiate a sms convo.

normally its the other party..

jus lyk wad u say.

ther r also other ppl hu complained abt tat.

saying things lyk.

"why nvr msg me today? i think if i din msg u now, u wun even send one msg to me."

or

"i think even if i sudd stop msging u, u wun realise"

or

"i dun start convos. but becoz of u, im doing it now. yet u dun reply me"

~_~

its not i dun wan to.

smtyms i jus dun hav the mood to msg ppl.

but i jus reply when they msg me.

nowadays im starting to dislike msging becoz its getting irritating.

unless the other party is fun to msg wib.

u say u noe wad runs thru my blood.

den mind telling me wad it is?

becoz i duno.

our deal is still on.

u nvr noe wad lies ahead of us.

u din hurt me becoz u duno how to cheer me up.

u said u find it weird tat im returning to the ppl hu has hurt me, rmb?

mayb ur way of cheering up isnt really my kind.

but its not lyk i cant see u trying.

i can.

but mayb i jus trying to oversee it.

my sadness isnt sinking in jus becoz u couldnt cheer me up.

im actually happy to see tat u r trying smtyms.

jus tat i dun show it at all.

im the one hu shld b sry if i hav hurt u, which i obviously did.

urs havent end becoz u can n u will find a new love.

mine is jus hanging frm a thread.

wher it might jus break anytym.

anws, the post abt the crocodile is taken frm a tv show. lols.

so yeah. its jus posted for fun. (:

ur ans, i guess would b to sacrifice urself.

but if im ther too.

b4 u even did so, i would sacrifice myself.

becoz my priority is always not myself.

If you and me were about to get bitten by a crocodile.

You run away by yourself first.

It only shows that you love yourself more than you love me.

But.

If you stayed and get yourself bitten instead,

It shows that you are willing to sacrifice your life for me.

<3

so ytd was the speechday n musical night..

dun really rmb wad happened in the day.

den speech day came.

i had to go for first aid duty.

so boring.

almost fell aslp in the victoria theatre.

den after tat whenn the whole stupid thing end, went to mac for lunch/dinner.

after eating, me n jenny n kendra changed.

went to raffles place inter, shirleen n hx changed.

syahidah nvr bring clothes to change loh T^T

sadded.

so we jus stroll ard raffles place.

walked to the singapore river ther buy ice cream.

saw 3 she-male-like person ._.

so disgusting.

almost stalked them wib jenny. LOL.

i was kinda high at tat tym also =.="

den met Jasper.

we all took some pics (:

hmm walked to VT.

sat at the gallery.

stupid Jenny n mr ng.

keep asking me dun scream/shout =.=

after the musical.

everyone went hm.

i went to tamp wait for fren.

den we go mac tog.

he ate his supper.

i nvr eat.

duno why also =.=

after tat walked to sunplaza park~

frm ther tried walking to pasir ris park.

but failed.

too far. ~_~

so we jus went to somewher near ther.

sat ther n chat.

vandalised also :X

after tat, walked to take bus after call frm sis.

at tat tym was ard 1am alr =.=

den we took cab back.

thanks for paying oh :P

hmm was staying at my hse ther de playground.

i almost fell aslp x_x

sians.

n now im lyk soooooo tiredd T^T