[†薇诗™ツ†] I ain't thinking about you </3

.2.4.10 ♥

To you, Speechlees is all I can say.

Alright. To whom I am posting to.

It's true.

They nvr said b4 tat they gona make u suffer =.=

n now, im not siding wib any1.

so if u think im siding wib them, then u can. jus...

u said do they hav proof of wad u did.

but do u hav proof u didnt?

u lied to me.

u r always lying to me.

i fucking hate tat.

do u noe tat?

u say this.

but i go evidence frm the girls n 1 more person tat tat's not the truth.

im guessing tat even if i really hav no desire to believe them

i have to?

u r contradicting urself.

u say u wun waste tym on doing tat to them

u would rather use tym on ur studies.

but how come i dun see tat?

if tats the truth.

den tat day when they keep saying Gary's name

n i say them back.

u shld hav no reaction wad.

they did not take me away frm u.

i willingly befren them.

n they willingly befren back me too.

i think ur last sentence of asking them to beware of their actions.

i think u shld be wary of ur own actions as well.

i said i nvr change.

everyone always say tat they nvr change when deep inside they noe they did.

so dun fucking say tat u nvr change.

becoz u did.

lyk u told them

u can choose not to let ppl affect ur life

or choose to let them affect ur life.

back to u.

u can choose not to change becoz of my change of attitude.

u can also choose to CHANGE becoz of my change in attitude.

did i ever said is ur fault?

can u stop assuming things?

its very irritating u noe.

they dun wana talk to me

becoz of my actions last yr.

n i alr apologised n they hav forgiven me.

last yr. u were the one hu keep saying

its their fault.

they seem so reluctant to come n celebrate my fking bdae

but did u tell me tat they were waiting ther for 4 hrs?!

NO U DIN

u jus kept saying they seem to b ther jus to make me happy.

they not sincere at all..

fuk u.

if they hav no sincerity, they wun wait for 4 hrs.

they wun buy presents n cake

they wun even turn up for my bdae.

i cant believe i got brainwashed by u.

my attitude towards them changed becoz i finally the true story.

n so do they.

i hav nvr said i hated them

im oni irritated at wad they do to U.

not me but to YOU!

tats why i will say them along wib u.

u nvr realise did u?

b4 i patched back wib them

n after shirleen shouted at us in class twice.

i nvr really said anything abt them

i oni commented becoz u started to say things abt them

u say they cant let go of the past, so do u.

n fuck lah.

is ur eyes blind?

or r u friggin stubborn?

i alr said i wasnt hiding it frm u

if i was, i wun b still sitting at shirleen's place after the lessons n say hi to u.

i told u i was WAITING for the right tym

if u hav long noe tat, den gd lah.

im not even hiding the fact.

n also, if u knew, den why cant u say it when i asked u to say wad im hiding?

u seem SO sure of wad i was hiding frm u.

i nvr say u r stopping me frm making frens.

when hav u heard/saw me saying tat?!

im VERY sure u noe me.

since u r saying my name n all.

but im VERY sure u dun understand me AT ALL.

i dun wana understand u.

but it doesnt mean i dun understand u

thru this 1 n 1/4 yr, im sure i alr understand half of u. mayb more or less ther.

i dun think tats wad u really think.

tat if im happy den is gd alr.

its ur life.

but in ur life, ther r other ppl ard.

u cant say jus becoz its ur life, u can do anything u wan

if u really do anything u wan, u will hurt many ppl impt to u.

unless u dun care abt them

im not saying im unhappy abt wad u do tho.

i dun really care.

im jus advising here (:

the life is their's.

so why do u care if wad affect them n wad does not?

im very sure u dun hav the right to say tat tat's wad they r trying to say.

do u understand them tat much?

u always think u noe everything.

im sure i said this to u b4.

every single thing (hm, 95% lah) i ask/tell u.

u will say, yah i noe....

i think tats jus pure nonsense, coz smtyms, u really duno.

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so!

today's Good friday

lols, almost type as frigay ><

HOPE EVERY1 ENJOYED TODAYY~~

i did :D

i went out wib Joe, YiSheng ._., Sherr, Jenny.

Shirleen Kendra n HuiXuan

cannot come.

so sad ):

finally patch back n go out yet they cant make it.

sobs.

dun lyk their parents na ><

so..

we went to iluma first.

Watched Diary of a Wimpy Kid.

is a cute n funny yet meaningful show (:

shld go watch it.

i recommend yah~~ :D

hahahs.

so after tat.

went to bugis street.

finally bought sherr's present x_x

den we went to walk ard~

sherr bought her bf tee.

same kind as mine sial.

den we go to bugis junction.

jenny bought her shoes ;D

after tat, go tamp.

asked Eddy come.

stupiak him. dun wan ~_~

we go to T1.

wanted go cut hair wib jenny.

as in she cut. not me.

MINE ALR VERY SHORT T^T

den we saw Alvin SOON!! HHAHAHAS!

after tat go tm.

went to B1 find Dandan.

talked abt her gf.

den we go buy food n go find her again.

got entertained lyk hell XD

den joee n yisheng saw so many obscene things.

ahahhahahs!

Anyways, lastly.

THANKS JASPER FOR THE GUMMI BEARSS~~~ <3

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