A few more days to go
until MYE is over
and i can stay at home
and sleep
LIKE A PIG!
hahahhas
really tired
even now im tired
this morning just had a mild thunderstorm
how irritating
didn't want to go to school because of that
hahahs
but my lovely SISTER is so nice to lend me her earpiece
which i just lost few days ago
Oh! mind you
i didn't lose it
someone stole it
I'm 100% sure about that!
Many unpleasant stuff happened in school
i kind of got emotional over it
told my mum
and well
she asked me not to brood over it
not worth it
something like that
haix
Life's miserable for me
sobs
sometimes i just can't think straight
people don't understand
up till now, ther's not one single person that totally understands me
the table i am using was vandalised actually
many horrible things were written there
i don't really want to say what was written
my friends saw
they didn't say much
they didn't try to comfort me either
all they did was say
this people are so lame
wah lao i using this table still vandalise
wan vandalise also vandalise the table you using now what
i was like, so now they blaming me or what?
after that day, kind of emo-ed a bit
cried a bit
thought of me being non-existant would make everybody's life better
thought of early death?
at times when i'm really sad
i still smiled when people talked to me
it's hard
really feel like telling some people
but scared they cannot be trusted
i was betrayed once
i don't want to be betrayed again
even though she said i didn't cherish our friendship
but i did
it was more like she didn't cherish our friendship
okayokay
i think i going to get swine flu soon
having a bad running nose
gota go
bye(:
Labels: Exams, Friendss, Life Is Killing Me, siannnnnn
