Just came home after sending my friend off to the bus stop.
Going to parkway soon.
The sky's so beautiful, but yet terrible things always happen under it.
Spoils the mood and the scenery.
Why do people like to make empty promises so much?
I do too, but I try my best to fulfill them.
Examples of people who ALWAYS break their promises; My sister.
Always ask her out, she goes, " Yeah sure sure"
Next day?
Nah I'm lazy.
Another simple example?
Not going to say the name.
But you should well know who you are.
First time you ask me out. YOU.
Alright I agree.
End up you went to sleep and the next day, you happily told me you are out with your friends.
Never mind.
I overlooked that.
Second time you asked me out AGAIN.
Okay, I agreed again.
End up you say you want to meet up with your friends and will message me when you're done.
Past around 4 hours? You still aren't done.
You weren't even interested in choosing the location or what to do etc.
Never mind.
Later you end up at the place we were supposed to meet, with your friends.
Do you know how freaking frustrating that is?!
When I was at TampinesMall, which I obviously didn't tell you, you were still there.
You kept complaining on how boring it was.
How you should have come to find me instead.
End up, nothing!
Third time.
I asked you out.
Told you what I was planning to do, you said OKAY.
I clearly remember you saying okay.
When it's about things I like, I never forget.(I like going out, don't misunderstand.)
So went to meet you.
You made it sound like it was an embarrassment for others to see us walking together.
Like it would take your life away, which is somehow a bit insulting to me.
Continuing on.
We met.
On the way there, you told me you didn't know what the hell I was planning to do.
And when I said it out again, you said I can't.
Wasted my time which isn't really a big matter.
What matters is what you said.
In the end, you just went up the bus like nothing happened.
Am I supposed to overlook it again?
I doubt so.
My patience limit for these kind of things isn't that good.
I seriously can't tolerate it when people do things like this.
I can swear I've never done this to anyone.
Unless it was something important that cropped up.
Sometimes even if I'm busy or already have other plans, I would still try to squeeze some time.
People don't see the effort made, never mind it's okay.
So long as we both are happy in the end.
I don't ask for anything in return for me doing that.
Just us(Me & friend) being happy is enough.
But sometimes it's really very frustrating to see people being so...
Take me for granted, I don't care, so long as it's something not evil or bad.
Saying sorry really doesn't change anything, but I don't mind accepting the apology.
What's most important is are you going to change that bloody attitude?
If you aren't, then seriously, don't ever ask me out. DON'T.
If you guys find that anything that I said has fault, I don't mind comments or criticism at my cBox.
But please, no vulgarities or non-constructive comments.
Your understanding/co-operation is much appreciated. (:
Labels: frustration, irritation