[†薇诗™ツ†] I ain't thinking about you </3

.27.12.08 ♥

ur maybe jus not the one..

ahahahs..i jus realise smth..xD in almost allll..of my blogs..thers a 'haix'..

makes my life sound sad doesnt it..ahahahhas..

and damn! thers a lot of spelling mistakes..

n i hate the way i blogg last time sia..

like a bit bitchy..~_~

hahahhas..hopefully i dun blogg like tat right now..=/

oh yeah..today hor..

i went to Qiaonan to work right?

so...ther was this pond in the school..

quite big actually..n thers actually spiders on top of it..

n they r like jumping ard n ard n ard..hahahs..

cute but disgusting..xD

n hor..wahhhh laoooooo..

some old auntie called me a auntie today..=_=

she told her kid..'好来..跟auntie讲拜拜..我们走了哦..'

i was like..=_=|l| wtffff! did she jus called me..aghhhhh..

a few days ago some lady was saying tat i look like a 19yr old..a guy also..

n my sis fren which is my fren said i look like 16-18..~_~

she said maybe i look so 'mature' coz of my eyes..~_~ why my eyes..

my eyes look old mehs? o_o

sobsss..

Labels: you are jus not the one.

Written&Edited♥, @ 2:50 AM

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ahahahahahahaha..

u noe wad? today..while i was on the bus..on my way to Qiaonan Pri..

i was kinda like bored? n i started to touch the keypad on my hp..

not touch like..perv-touch..more like typing words but not pressing the keypad..

weird right? and well..it was all abt him..err..i shall call him..Alex..xD

weird name..but wadeva..so..err..

yeah..i was talking abt him..i was asking..

how come he doesnt tell me anything abt his past? or maybe his childhood?

i mean..its not like as if i would leave him or ignore him wad..

if its bad lah...haix..i tell him abt my past..

my childhood..etc etc..why cant he jus tell me abt his too?

am i tat untrustable? or jus tat u dun wan let me noe abt u more..

or maybe u think our relationship wun last..

so its best not to let me noe more abt u?? is it like tat?

n im very sure tat if we are together..n i dun say anything..

it would be quiet den noisy for a while den quiet again..

noe why will noisy for a while? not coz i say smth..

but coz u say smth lame..or maybe do smth..

even if our relationship wun last..we can still be frens wad..

haixx..i feel like we are putting more n more stones in between us to block each others view to each other..

n hor..i think its really weird lahs..

how can it be tat u r not free everyday?

jus like u said..everything fits in too nicely..

got tuition lahh..got training lahh..got music lessons lahh..

maybe is jus like wad my sis said..

u r either getting bored of me..or we r gona break up soon..

dun really make much of a diff since the ending is all gona be the same..

u see..now even u on9..u also dun wan come talk to me..

unless tats not u tats on9 lahs..

n told myself..even change ur contact name..

tat i not gona sms u at all..im gona wait till u sms me..

n if u do sms me..im not gona reply..noe why?

becoz ever since the day ur mom saw the note..or at least tats wad u told me lah..

u havent been consistently replying my msgs..u can sudd for a few hours dun reply one lehs..

aint tat weird? n ur best fren HY dun even noe abt it until i told him..

n the letter tat i wrote to u for christmas..i think u totally forgotten abt it..

n i asked u to reply the previous letter..well..

u obviously forgotten or maybe din take the effort to rmb at all..

to actually reply it n hand it to me..

maybe this is how its gona end between u n me..

n if we actually still stay together..until next yr..

dun blame me if i go find another guy..

tat day when u said ur mom dun let u go out..and sudd she lets u go out..

at ard 4/5? i told my sis abt tat..

she told me...hmmm..if a mom doesnt let her child go out..

she wun sudd change her mind n let him/her go out der..

i tot tat was like..lame at first..den i realise..tat tats actually quite true..

i guess it jus wun work out between the both of us..

unless u actually put in more effort to make this a successful relationship..

its weird tat i can help my frens in their relationships..

but i cant help myself in my own relationship..

n tat sucks..totally..n i jus realise smth too..like ytd?

tat even though u told me tat next time when thers a thunder storm..

u would be ther for me..i think..

next time even when im having a very bad day..u wun be ther..not even on the hp or msgs..

to hear me say wad happen to me on tat day..

i seriously dun think u would be ther..

its obvious now tat i dun really trust u anymore..

n i dun really noe wads going on ard in my head anymor.....e............

its not tat i dun hav the feelings for u..

u noe wad? why dun u jus open up my skull..dig out my brains..

n figure out for u n me to see whether the both of us shld still be tog or not..

n if we are to break up..im sure ther r better girls out ther..

girls with better looks n better character n personality..

im very sure abt tat..

Labels: Don't Let Go Of Me

Written&Edited♥, @ 1:09 AM