[†薇诗™ツ†] I ain't thinking about you </3

.4.11.08 ♥

work work work..slack slack slack..

seriously lehh..this whole holidays booked..~_~

during free time gota work..

den also got wad stjohn NCO training n camp..=_=

haix..today helped miss tan in painting the school walls..kinda fun..

but got paint all over me..sian de lor..

hahahs..but nvm!i got a entertainer..xD

right right? Dr CP Ng..hahahahs..

i think my skirt also got kena bit bit..=/

cant wash off..sobs..T_T

jus now i was chatting with Dr CP Ng..

den he said smth..secret..XP

i was also chatting with my t-cher b4 tat..

talking abt flirty girls in my class...them having bf n all..

hahahs..den i sudd tot..life so boring..~_~

also..a tot slip into my mind..

it said..so boring..need to study hard also..

den..why dun i get a on9 bf instead? hahahs

would be more fun..duno how each other look like..

or..oni see pics b4..denn..also nvr meet face-to-face b4..

it would be fun alright..jus tat..whos the suitable one..=_=

thers rarely any fun on9 frens i hav..

other den dumbdumb sotong n still got some others..

lols..i shall think abt it..~_~

I WILL DO MY BEST THRUOUT MY HOLS!!

I SHALL WORK MY ASS OFF!!

PASS MY STUPID NCO TRAINING N CAMP!!

BE A NCO N BUY MY COMICS/GRAPHIC CARD/PSP!!

I SHALL!!MWAHAHAHS! xD

Labels: kinda lame..

Written&Edited♥, @ 4:34 AM

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How Death affects me..

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To me...

Death is so scary..Its not much worth to think about..

But..whenever i am alone..i slowly think about it..

having a weak heart..everytime i think about it..

my heart would ache..i would have a terrible time trying to get oxygen through my lungs..

I cant imagine the people i love..the people around me..

slowly disappearing..its so scary..

I cant SEE anything when i die..

I cant TOUCH anything..

I cant FEEL anything..

I cant SMELL anything..

its all just too much for me to take..

I used to cry after thinking too much about it..

i dun wan anyone ard me to be gone..i wan them to stay..to stay with me forever..

whats the point in living when after a short period of time we gona die?

whats the point in living when thers sickness..

when thers suffering..

thers crime..rape..murder..

though there r fun times..

but theres always a end to everything..

the fun times ends..when we r old..

when we cant walk..when we cant even stand..

when we dun even hav the strength to talk..or to even move ur finger..

i dun get the meaning of LIVING!!

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Written&Edited♥, @ 3:49 AM