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So hungry now.

Lazy go find food.

Think I'm going to starve soon.

Sweats.

Anyways, tomorrow got learning journey.

Going to Tampines to watch "Alice In Wonderland"

Cool huh.

Learning journey is go cinema, first time you know!

Just now had an idea what to blog, now forget it.

Oh my god.

Sigh.

Anyways, I also not sure why these days mood swing so serious.

I think I'm trying to figure out something.

Something hard to figure out with this lagged-behind-time brain of mine.

It's not just something.

It's many things.

And it have to be figured out by me, solely just me.

Nobody can give me a helping hand in this.

Even if they want to, please, don't even bother.

Because it's my life.

I'm sure I get to figure out what goes around in my life right?

You don't understand?

Well, it's okay.

Just know that I'm trying to figure many things out.

I have a feeling, I'm stuck in the past.

People, if you think that, when I'm talking to you and blogging at the same time.

I can laugh and all that, and you think it's fake.

Then, you still don't understand me.

I laugh when I want to.

I smile when I want to.

I don't do comedy shows, where I just smile or laugh in a really fake way.

Sometimes I may be smiling truly.

Sometimes I may be laughing truly.

But it doesn't mean that I'm not hurt deep inside.

It doesn't mean I'm happy deep inside.

It doesn't mean I love my life now.

Just don't think that what I'm showing on the surface, is really how I feel.

But it doesn't mean that, if I hate you, I will still be talking to you.

I don't do that.

Loves(: