-continuing-

its not easy to actually share my things wib ppl i dun frequently talk to.

n ther r some tat i dun wana tell it to.

lyk for example, ppl lyk u.

i told u b4 right.

u lyk tuh talk abt urself more.

so it jus makes me tend to listen more den to say more.

which makes it uncomfortable for me if u wan me to tell u.

but thers ppl lyk my other fren, Jacky.

ppl lyk yosuke.

its easier to confide in them becoz they r always willing to listen to me talk.

but it ends up tat they dun tell me abt their things.

sweats.

n when they listen, they would cheer me up as well.

n their way of cheering up is the kind tat i prefer.

is diff frm the way u cheer me up.

hmm.

i dun wan myself to b hurt either.

but this is life.

everyone will get hurt.

n im the kind hu always get hurt.

i return to them..

becoz im stupid.

becoz of my feelings for them.

if i can, i also wana leave their side.

i also wana stop thinking abt it.

but its not possible.

i dun hav a heart of stone.

i cant jus leave them becoz they hurt me.

lyk my parents.

they always say things tat hurt me, but i cant leave them, can i?

its not a bright idea.

but i think its better den me leaving their side n feeling even more sad.

its not i dun wana giv u the chance.

is jus.. i dun think we hav the fate to b tog.

i think its better if we jus stay as frens.