Okay so today my dad went to school and have a short chat with my Form and Co-form teacher.

I've promised them that I will stop using the computer.

Stop using it until the end of Olevels.

Even so, when I can, I will come online alright? (:

Someone said this to me today.

He said that it was a big sacrifice for me to stop using the computer for Olevels.

Just because he isn't able to talk to me anymore.

Which also goes to the rest of my friends.

Is talking on MSN more important or my Olevels more important?

I chose Olevels.

It's not a big sacrifice to me to give up computer.

It's not something I'm addicted to.

It's a bigger sacrifice to give up my handphone -.-"

But anyways, what I'm trying to say is.

Don't just think in your own perspective where it benefits you.

When I on the computer, I would normally stay on for a few hours.

Even if there's nothing to do.

I'm not scolding/criticising you or whatever you think I'm trying to.

I'm just telling you, Olevels is more important now.

Next year when it's your turn, you will understand what I mean/feel.

Anyways, hope you guys will forgive me yah!

If there's anything, you can ask people in my links for my number xD

But of course, must ask for my permission first ;x

Hahaha! Take care people!~

Love you all~

BYE MY DEARRRS~ ♥

I think I finally going to find out who MrClown is xD

Thanks KendraSunNu ><"

Hehehe

Anyways, yesterday went for chem tuition.

Tmr will be the start of my MYE!

Lucks to me and my friends who r taking the MYE~~

After this post, I will be chionging studies mann!! Woohoo~ xDD

Don't think I will be coming on9 anytym soon bah?

But when I can I will kay~ :D

Anyways, next month Aaron&Shirleen will be celebrating their birthday~

wuahahahaha~

Happy for you guys!~

Grow older liao. xDD Hope can celebrate wib u 2~ :D

Happy birthday in advance~ ^^v

A few more days to go

until MYE is over

and i can stay at home

and sleep

LIKE A PIG!

hahahhas

really tired

even now im tired

this morning just had a mild thunderstorm

how irritating

didn't want to go to school because of that

hahahs

but my lovely SISTER is so nice to lend me her earpiece

which i just lost few days ago

Oh! mind you

i didn't lose it

someone stole it

I'm 100% sure about that!

Many unpleasant stuff happened in school

i kind of got emotional over it

told my mum

and well

she asked me not to brood over it

not worth it

something like that

haix

Life's miserable for me

sobs

sometimes i just can't think straight

people don't understand

up till now, ther's not one single person that totally understands me

the table i am using was vandalised actually

many horrible things were written there

i don't really want to say what was written

my friends saw

they didn't say much

they didn't try to comfort me either

all they did was say

this people are so lame

wah lao i using this table still vandalise

wan vandalise also vandalise the table you using now what

i was like, so now they blaming me or what?

after that day, kind of emo-ed a bit

cried a bit

thought of me being non-existant would make everybody's life better

thought of early death?

at times when i'm really sad

i still smiled when people talked to me

it's hard

really feel like telling some people

but scared they cannot be trusted

i was betrayed once

i don't want to be betrayed again

even though she said i didn't cherish our friendship

but i did

it was more like she didn't cherish our friendship

okayokay

i think i going to get swine flu soon

having a bad running nose

gota go

bye(:

hey yoyoyoy~

im here!! in schhooooll~ wooo~~

nnnn..i have syah with me..XDDD

syahh is gona say smth! :D

Syah:

regina, ur so irritating!! use my comp and go off urs -.-

LOL..IM BACK..!

syah is so evil!

n its allllll ruihe's fault..wahahhas!

haix..today got SS n english..T_T

at first i tot i gona fail ss.

but turns out..

I RMBED EVERY SINGLE BLOODY THING!

noe why?

coz miss oh my history t-cher made us do the same qns.

over n over n over n over again.

=_=

like how cool can tat be..

anws..

SYAH:

ruihe..dun take it too seriously on wat she said^^ even tho i duno u..but i pity u a lot.

hahahahs!! syah sounds like im bullying ruihe.

but im not..XD

im jus..

making fun of him..wahahahs!!

oh yeah! abt the test.

i finished at 12.30.

n now, at library.

waiting for 2.30 to come.which is soon

den i can go detention!!

hhahhahs..

today i was late.

how cool..~_~

okok..i gtg alr~ bye! :D:D:D:D

syah says bye too..XD